I really don't have the strength to type this again, so I'll just link you to my LJ
http://aeonhedgehog.livejournal.com

damn......... im so sorry man.

:'( That made me cry
I'm sorry... Just stay strong

Oh my God, I am so sorry.. :'(

And Amara just left me...
I don't know how much longer I can just stay strong...
I brought all of this on myself... I couldn't take care of them...
And now my reasons for living have been ripped away from me...

I'm sorry for what happened Aeon,but that doesn't mean you can give up that easy! you got to keep going with your life, take the challenges ahead, and who knows what happens next? You just got to keep going!

(and this is coming from a 14 year old, dang! :shocked: )

She told you that you did nothing wrong Aeon, stop blaming yourself.

She may need time to cope with what has happened, but that doesn't mean that her feelings for you have changed.

If anything, because of what has happened, it might make you closer.

As far as the baby dying, I did nothing wrong... but she was only staying with me because she was pregnant...

i don't know if this will help but i will say what my obgyn told me when i got pregnant, and then subsequntly had a miscarriage.. and that was that a some first pregnancies end in miscarriage.. of those that do, the couples usually has no problems concieving and carrying their second child to term.

i know some one who has had 3 of them, and she was able to have 3 healthy children of her own..

the only thing i can say is to take comfort in the fact that your child isn't suffering anymore.

once again i am very sorry for your loss.

I'm sorry for your loss
but Aeon, look, you did the best you could, and in this situation there is nothing more anyone can ask of you.

And as far as Amara goes, she is probably just greiving right now, she is sad because a part of her just died, so for now I don't think she's actually left you, just rather gone off to sort out her own feelings and she may take some time but she will be back, and she will need you when she comes back. So be there for her. Even if she said things, she probably doesn't mean them because of all the stress she is going through right now, and once she sorts herself out she will see the truth.

*sigh* I'm sorry man. Having something like this happen can do a lot to a guy but don't forget, there's still hope for another chance. God helps those who help themselves.

Bad luck mate,but it'll get better,don't worry.

Geez...sorry man...i don't know what to say...sorry...

I'm sorry but i have to say this
As soon as you give up it's all over
If you keep fighting... even if you go down you can say you tried
That applys to anything in life
Amara tried to keep the baby alive and she's done all she can but it didn't work out
But you cannot give up on her... You can't fall to your knees and cry you have to stand up and show her that it's not the end... but to do that, you must know that first.
Don't let guilt overcome you
We're here if you need help
That's all I'm saying

...and now I can't afford my rent, and it LOOKS like I'm going to be homeless after tomorrow...

Somebody up there is out to get me...

It's going to take a miracle to save me now...

im sorry to hear that..

and i don't know what the law is there, but here, they must give you i think it is 30 or 90 days notice before you leave

if you were paying rent and had a [legimate] lease then they can't just kick you out..

they have to give you time.

you can try this link..

http://realestate.findlaw.com/tenant/

you'd have to change your location to your current city and state..

you can also try this link..

http://www.hud.gov/local/oh/renting/tenantrights.cfm

and then look up the real estate law.. so you can know your rights.

wow... I got that miracle... My landlord's giving us until the 6th...

well thats one good thing right?
but things will probably start to look up soon...

Don't give up... that's how all heros go down but you won't be one

Remember this phrase.

Things have to get bad before they get good.

Or something like that.