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Zinarei - September 11, 2007 07:19 PM (GMT)
I don't quite know where I should pot this but to lessen hassle I shall simply post it in general. Now then, I'd like to announce that I am not really 21. I am 16. I know that most of you barely know me or realize my existence here any way, however, I am in needed of telling you all the circumstances. I am 16, yes, but I am a lot more intelligent than the average human. I AM a demonologist, I am something of a scholar one would say, I did come from a poor family but I was then able to accumulate money and have enough for a small mansion with the help of my fiance. If you wish to condemn me for lying, do so, but realize that you're talking to the same person you've previously encountered. I am, but an ageless vessel on this home some call the internet. I changed my age for the means of respect towards older comrades, however my main thing about changing age was simply the fact that I hate stalkers. I get tons of stalkers, be in my age or otherwise and I don't like it. I've had people come up to me, old old people, and ask me very disturbing questions.

I am 16. My name is Javier Ruiz. I am Spanish. I am getting a name change to get rid of discrimination. I am a theologian, demonologian, and much more. I'm a great spritist. I know that there are better than me, though I never said I was the best spritist. I am highly intelligent and exceed the knowledge of a thirty year old. I am, indeed, a Narcissist. I love the way I look, act, and do bussiness, and I'm not afraid to admit it. I'm a nice person. And this is the most "adult" thing I'll have to do right now. So I don't care if you don't care how old I am. The lie is dead. Treat it as you will.

SethWhiteFox - September 11, 2007 08:07 PM (GMT)
=)

Welcome to HellBlaze Javier, shame to lose Zin but I think that you'll fit in just fine.

Black Angel - September 11, 2007 09:52 PM (GMT)
I've news for you Zin, you aren't the only one here that is very intelligent for their age.. I'd say about 95% of the members here, are very intelligent for their age. I think that that is why everyone gets along here for the most part, that, and the fact that they have fun here.

Intelligence is relative, just because someone is booksmart, doesn't mean that they know everything that there is to know about life. You can have a person that comes off as a blithering idiot to everyone else, and be a genius at something, and no one would ever expect it. An example of this would be Will Ferrell's character in Old School. He came off as an idiot most of the time who liked to have fun, but he still rocked the debate challenge.

However, unless you've met every 30 year old, or every person on the planet, tested their intelligence, averaged the outcome, and then compared it to yours, I can't really see how you'd say that you are more intelligent than the average person/30 year old.

You can have someone who is street smart, and know how to get anywhere on foot, or by mass transit, but the second they get behind the wheel, they lose it. There are a lot of people out there who are more intelligent than the average human, they are just intelligent in their own right.

None of us make assumptions about others here, so what ever you tell us, is exactly that. We don't sit around wondering "Hmm, do you think that Zinarei guy is who he says he is or do you think he is full of shit?" If you come off as a nice guy, when we will think that you are a nice guy and if you come off as an asshole, we will think you are an asshole.

Here, we show everyone the respect they deserve, and treat those around them with. We don't say "hey, since you are only 13, we are going to respect you less than someone who is 15.." In short, we respect those who respect us.

I am going to tell you the truth here, I, as well as others knew you were a narcissist the first time you posted, and you may not have meant to do so, but it came off as arrogant, and condescending to some people.. and I am not going to lie, it did rub a few people here the wrong way.. myself included, but, at the very least, you were respectful. However, with the experience I have in life, as well as my 3 years of running a forum, I know exactly how to deal with them, and see right through it.

In my experience, those who were full of themselves, or narcissistic, are so because there is something that they don't like about themselves, but, don't want other people to know it, and so, they build themselves up, and develop the mentality that they are better than everyone else to hide it. Eventually, they get tired of slinging their own bullshit, and decide to drop the facade.

Mind you, I am not trying to psycho-analyze you, I am just stating what I have learned from those who were full of themselves. About 90% of the time, my observation is correct, while the other 10% of the time, they are just messing around. The guy bragging about how much sex he has had, is usually the one who are still virgins, and the guy bragging that he has the biggest cock on the planet, is the guy who is ashamed that he has a toothpick. Those who can't, will brag, while those that can, will stay to themselves. However, this being the internet and all, there really is no point to lying, as it would serve no purpose what-so-ever.. but, you have your reasons.

All we really go by, and care about, is how you come off to other people, and how you treat them while you are here. Everything else, how much money you have, your personal life, personal accomplishments, doesn't matter to us in the least bit. This is not to say that we won't sympathize, empathize, and lend you an ear if you need help with something, or want help or advice, because we have, and we will.

Regarding the stalking, just like people offline, will only know what you tell them, people online will only know about you what you are willing to or have put on the internet. As long as you keep yor personal life off of your harddrive, no one will stalk you, plain and simple.

And how are you being discriminated against? You've posted a few times, and gotten responses to them. Unless I've missed something, I've yet to see anything discriminatory. So, where is the discrimination?

Not that it really matters, Thank you for your honesty, it couldn't have been easy for you.

Dictator - September 11, 2007 10:04 PM (GMT)
Nicely put BA... Just a quick personal experience note on the bragging thing.. It's very true. Someone I know talks about sex frequently then out of the blue they ask me if I think they're a virgin and I tell them straight forward, yes. It's because they talk about it so much and to speak in such an inexperienced tongue is just blatant.

Now.. On this subject.. I really could care less if you're 13, 16, or 54. I don't judge people off intelligence or anything else but the personality, especially online because that is all we really have online. You could be a genius, you could be an idiot. I don't care and either does anyone else. However, don't come in here and broadcast yourself as more intelligent then average-human or make comparisons to the intelligence of a 30 year old. You admit to being narcissist and I believe BA has covered my initial feelings there.. However, I was once told that it's stupid to say how smart you are. It's like trying to compare yourself to others and be better, and that can irritate some people..

But hey, I don't really care. If you treat people with respect, come off right, and don't behave like an ass then you're welcome in my book. Those are just a few things I have to say...

SethWhiteFox - September 12, 2007 11:14 AM (GMT)
Javier isent talking about this forum in perucilur in terms of descrimation, no.
But it really isen't my place to tell his storys.

And you see Javier, I knew that the people here wouldent care what age you were! =D You've been to some bad places, and been threw some bad things, but I don't know a single disrecpectful person here.

Also is why I thought you'd fit in well. ;D

Mystic Mage - September 12, 2007 07:55 PM (GMT)
I'm only 14 and i'm doing Scientific equations in Maths that is meant for AS grade maths in college...

And i'm in the top set for everything... History, French, Maths, English, Triple Science. While being in the best school in the county and about the 5th or 6th (Might of raised or dropped, Always is) in England...

Yes i'm a boffin and i couldn't care less if you called me it, the fact that i'm smarter someone just means i work hard at my work to achieve my full potential and I see people that work to their full potential and don't get anywhere near to set 1. But that fact that they tried makes them special, and they deserve respect for it. People that are intelligent are only limited to certain things but someone that tries really hard could still become hugely rich.

Intelligence is something but being constantly motivated and doing the right thing is a million times better.

Never judge a book by it's cover. Intelligence would be the first page.

Zinarei - September 12, 2007 10:32 PM (GMT)
Don't get me wrong, I wasn't really trying to say I was soo much better than every one else. You see, that's just the way I speak. I can honestly say that I really did not mean anything malicious or downgrading towards anyone at any given time. I boast about myself, yes, but that is a long story within itself. I know that non of you are morons and I wasn't trying to imply it, seriously. I'm sorry if it came off that way. I actually feel bad for doing so, I had no idea that's what you thought...

My sincerest apologies .

Into the whole thing with age, it is as Seth said. Bad experiences and so forth. You all don't seem to get the picture one hundred percent, however, you don't have to.

When I said "smarter than the average 30 year old" I ment just that; on average. I do human studies and I know quite the few statistics.

BY THE WAY: I'm not "book smart" if that's what you think. I'm a below average student. I just so happen to know everything about what really matters to me. To myself I am a Narcissist, and that is because I think I am perfect. Because I go by all my own beliefs. I'm perfect to myself.

Are there smarter than me? Yes.
Do people wish to be like me? Probably not.
Am I perfect to myself? Yes.
Am I perfect to others? No.
Am I a good person? Yes.
Do I wish for repent for the way I showed myself to be? Indeed.
Do girls swarm towards me? Sometimes, unfortunately.
Did I need to add in that last part? No.
Why did I? Because I wanted to.

Plain and simple, lets start over. I'm Javier Ruiz. Call me Javier if you wish, but if you want to call me by my later name, Domenic, feel free. I'm 16 years old. I'm a spritist, and I hope you see me to be more of a friend than an annoying narcissistic idiot...

SethWhiteFox - September 12, 2007 11:18 PM (GMT)
Do girls swarm towards me? Sometimes, unfortunately.
Did I need to add in that last part? No.
Why did I? Because I wanted to.


XD

BlackDevilX - September 13, 2007 02:26 AM (GMT)
SHORTEN YOUR POSTS MAH HED CANNOT thinkefy all the readings i got to do here.



Zinarei, i am not going to lie to you, when you first came on the board and i read your post about VZ sprites, i thought "Oh, so hes an asshole" but then after fighting it out with you in the prostitution topic, i must say i had some fun there, only because i LOVE debating and fighting with people. Its just who i am. However by reading your post i was able to determine what kind of person you were (if you don't believe me ask seth).

YOUR 16 DAMN IT GTFO MAH FORYMMMM!

--- Is something you wont hear from me because i dont care how old you are, I care how you act and how you address the other members of the forum, I care how you help people and i care how much you contribute, but lying isnt something i approve of, but i understand your reasoning for doing so.

Your name is javier, your changing the name your mother gave you to avoid discrimination...are you not proud of your name?

So your spanish, Me and B.A are Black, and spanish and a whole boatload of other stuff. I have 2 first names, and i dont feel discriminated against. If you feel the need to change it then go ahead.

Narcissism? I wrote the book on that. I cant walk past a mirror without looking at myself. But i dont go around saying how great i am. You can be narcissistic in ya own house.

Starting out on a lie makes people untrusting of you dude.

Also no need to apologize for the prostitution thing, i was actually having fun there. IF i was upset you would know because id issue a BDX Banhammer on you lmao j/k

If you want to yell it out with me go for it. I am the down-to-earth admin who wont ban you for callin me n idiot and stuff.


So once again i say, welcome to the forum Zin

Mystic Mage - September 13, 2007 06:05 AM (GMT)
I thought we were shortening our posts :blink:

Dark Mage - September 13, 2007 10:56 AM (GMT)
I could careless to be honest, everyone dosen't act like their true selves at some point, best that your moment is now.

BlackDevilX - September 13, 2007 01:03 PM (GMT)
QUOTE (Mystic Mage @ Sep 13 2007, 02:05 AM)
I thought we were shortening our posts :blink:

I was kiddin ^^

Mystic Mage - September 13, 2007 03:13 PM (GMT)
Being sarcastic over typing doesn't really work huh?

The only problem is there's so many sides to me... my hyper side, my happy side, my angry side... And i act completely different depending on what mood i'm in. And it can be really annoying.

Funk Master P - September 14, 2007 03:00 AM (GMT)
This forum makes me feel intelligent just for reading through all of it and understanding it. Everyone on this site seems to use unecessarliy good grammar though, (except Seth) I gotta admit it was a bit strange when I first came here, even though I was informed of the kind of people I'd meet here.

But 16, yah s'cool. Nice video of you chasing a fat kid with a pole, nice work.

If you have any of that spare confidence laying around, I could take some of it off your hands maybe?

Black Angel - September 14, 2007 03:39 AM (GMT)
We only speak the way we feel comfortable, and make sure that it is legible.. we aren't grammar nazis here, nor do we hassle people about their spelling, or punctuation.. we don't require it either, all that we care about is that the post is legible, and within the boards' rules.. everything else is entirely their choice.

SethWhiteFox - September 14, 2007 11:23 AM (GMT)
SHORTEN YOUR POSTS MAH HED CANNOT thinkefy all the readings i got to do here.



XD I'm so useing the quote today!

When it comes to grammer, I spells it likes I says it. When I greet someone in reel life, I say "Oy!" not "Hi". An' I mispell words ta give um' the same effect as if I were sayin' um. And give that little " ' " whenever I wana shortin um.

I talks like I talks, and thats the only wai I knows how to talks.

On a side note I woulda never known BDX was a Narcissist. OwO


Nice new skin by da way. Is it in celebration of Halo three? It looks kinda like Mastah Chief up there.

More of a Super Smash Brothers Brawl person myself, but you can ask BDX, Zinari, and Funk Master P all about that. (By the way that is the first and only time I will agree to acknowlage that name, Peter. Jouu iz not a funk mastah.)

Black Angel - September 14, 2007 03:57 PM (GMT)
My brother is but he is not an ass about it.. he'll say something like, "I am teh secks" and then laugh about it.. he also likes to kid around about it.. I am the one who pointed out the fact that he can't pass by a mirror without stopping to look.. he thought I was bsing, so I let him see for him self.. he couldn't stop laughing.

SethWhiteFox - September 14, 2007 08:05 PM (GMT)
XD

Im a wee bit o' a Narcisist myself, but insted of saying it my self I froce others to say it for me by makeing it too ovoious that I want a compliment.

...Oh Shi- *Pulls out a coin* I DID NOT JUST SAY THAT! I did not just say that...

You remember nothin', go awayz now!




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